Monday, January 1, 2024

Intention (2024)

I've carved out the raw parts of myself
To mull with cloves, orange, and honey. 
A simmer pot full of good intentions
Stirred with the time and care I've denied myself 
For far too many seasons.

The sourness of citrus is a stinging reminder 
That I'm still here and will continue to be;
A stubborn refusal to disappear with the bang of a gavel 
Or the silent denial of self.

The spice of clove and cinnamon is my silent prayer to past me,
My devotion both not-enough and too-late,
but a penance I need to serve Them regardless.

The soft sweetness of honey 
Is an offering to the future I've closed myself off to;
A world where I am both deserving and accepting of the love 
I so freely give to everyone else. 

I carry this concoction around my home 
Wafting it to the rafters
Filling this space with just a whisper of the life
I know I can create
If only I'd reach out and take a sip.

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Intention (2024)

I've carved out the raw parts of myself To mull with cloves, orange, and honey.  A simmer pot full of good intentions Stirred with the t...